Life doesn't always go according to plan. More often than not, it veers off the path that you've carved out for yourself and then you find yourself on a whole new path. You have no idea where it will lead you or if its good for you. You have no direction whatsoever, so you end up trusting your gut feeling and pursuing that path. More often than not, you find out that going on the unexpected path, brings you closure, more than you can ever ask for.I always wanted to do something fulfilling and not just centered around making money. And I guess this is why I was led to do what I do now. I love the kids and they never fail to make my day,every single day. I'm able to pour out my love for these kids, some of whom are craving for parental love which they lack as some of them come from broken families. I feel a tugging at my heartstrings when I see a kid lacking parental love and then in turn making them insecure and lacking confidence in themselves.
Although most of them are still young, it doesn't mean that they don't understand that their parents aren't together anymore. They might not be able to voice out their concerns or thoughts, but deep down inside, they can feel the hostility between the parents and will forever be psychologically affected by it. Its sad that some adults just assume that because their kids are young, they won't understand their adult issues and won't be affected, maybe its not the kids who need to be educated, but their parents as well.
I always felt something missing in my life before this. No amount of friends, boyfriends or even my family could fill the emptiness. And now, I have finally found something that could fill up the void. Its my students. And I don't ever want to look back from this.
In Fear & Faith,






